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regret is how i spell your name
i didn't survive the crash
Created on 2005-03-13 16:20:38 (#6437164), last updated 2005-07-03
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| Name: | dede ruin |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 02-06 |
| Location: | Fontana, Wisconsin, United States |
| Website: | whorexcore |
forget everything i'm about to say. it's important you appear startled. i didn't survive the crash. this is nothing personal. i just had to stop shaking. i'm sorry, but i don't feel as if i'm in any shape to comfort you..
well this is all you need to know.
my name is dede. im 16. I'm softer then a thrift store sweater and twice as worn in. i like goodwill. i like goodwill dressing rooms. im single. im not to fancy. i trust no one due to past experiences. i love no one due to past experiences. im really open about sex and the human body. i think its all beautiful. theres no design so its not like your "flaws" are controlable. i think everyones beautiful. unless they have an ugly soul. masturbating i have found fun. no one knows my body like me=) im just pretty open about sex and stuff. its nothing to be shamed of. its a form of love. i'd say. i like looking at the stars and dancing naked in the rain or i my undies. i also am very comfertable being naked. i hate my body. i think its gross. but around friends that im close with i like to dance in my undies in the rain. or just alone. its like batheing with actual sounds and smells and looks of outside. um. i dont like to show off my body but i like to wear as less cloths as possible when im comfertable. but when im like going out with a bunch of ppl around i cover up alot. hmmm. im easy to talk to about peoples problems. i love helping people. and being there for people. i treat people how they deserve to be treated. if your a good person i let you know i like you alot. im very friendly, very caring. i dont like many girls coz they are all the same.i judge ppl alot but im usually right. (in the past iv alwaze been right) i like romantic movies, i like emotioanl lyrics. and i honestly dont care what people think about me. if someone says something about me i care, but they can think what they want. i like making out. its safe and fun.i like to kiss people, just kiss my friends on the cheek. and sometimes people i just meet. i love hugs. they are grand.i love holding hands.. i hate being alone. but sometimes i hate being around people. i love photography. bc its way rad. i love nude photography. not porn. but like nude,unique styles. i guess im weird. but i do. i'v broken hearts and i'v had my heart broken. and iv learned that love is just a miserable lie.Now I do as I please and lie through my teeth Someone might get hurt, but it won't be me I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free... and a little bit empty No, it isn't so hard to get close to me .if you knew me you'd know im not the carefullest of girls. i rush into things.some people dont like me. but from what i hear alot of people do. so its your disicion. i dont really care.


and this is ryan
i guess i love him.


well this is all you need to know.
my name is dede. im 16. I'm softer then a thrift store sweater and twice as worn in. i like goodwill. i like goodwill dressing rooms. im single. im not to fancy. i trust no one due to past experiences. i love no one due to past experiences. im really open about sex and the human body. i think its all beautiful. theres no design so its not like your "flaws" are controlable. i think everyones beautiful. unless they have an ugly soul. masturbating i have found fun. no one knows my body like me=) im just pretty open about sex and stuff. its nothing to be shamed of. its a form of love. i'd say. i like looking at the stars and dancing naked in the rain or i my undies. i also am very comfertable being naked. i hate my body. i think its gross. but around friends that im close with i like to dance in my undies in the rain. or just alone. its like batheing with actual sounds and smells and looks of outside. um. i dont like to show off my body but i like to wear as less cloths as possible when im comfertable. but when im like going out with a bunch of ppl around i cover up alot. hmmm. im easy to talk to about peoples problems. i love helping people. and being there for people. i treat people how they deserve to be treated. if your a good person i let you know i like you alot. im very friendly, very caring. i dont like many girls coz they are all the same.i judge ppl alot but im usually right. (in the past iv alwaze been right) i like romantic movies, i like emotioanl lyrics. and i honestly dont care what people think about me. if someone says something about me i care, but they can think what they want. i like making out. its safe and fun.i like to kiss people, just kiss my friends on the cheek. and sometimes people i just meet. i love hugs. they are grand.i love holding hands.. i hate being alone. but sometimes i hate being around people. i love photography. bc its way rad. i love nude photography. not porn. but like nude,unique styles. i guess im weird. but i do. i'v broken hearts and i'v had my heart broken. and iv learned that love is just a miserable lie.Now I do as I please and lie through my teeth Someone might get hurt, but it won't be me I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free... and a little bit empty No, it isn't so hard to get close to me .if you knew me you'd know im not the carefullest of girls. i rush into things.some people dont like me. but from what i hear alot of people do. so its your disicion. i dont really care.


and this is ryan
i guess i love him.


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